söndag 29 juni 2025

29 June- 06 July 2025 Tarot, Oracle and Lenormand Reading



Financial burdens had affected travel plans. This is requiring you to fix what's causing unease and stress. This will then allow a friend to provide protection through the assistance of a woman in your life (or to you if you are a woman). There were financial issues needing to paid to a finanical institution. This situation is improving through help from a friend. However, this will be a stressful journey for a woman (or to you if you are the woman). It also imply that a trip with a woman has been cancelled. (So if you were travelling with this woman or are this woman, your travel plans will be cancelled). 
Moving on to the Smith-Waite Tarot Centennial Edition we have:
An unnecessary task was dropped for better or worse but it came at the expense of a lazy, entitled and untrustworthy person causing you to burned out physically, financially drained and not having enough resources to support yourself on your own. An unwanted circumstance could be prevented but you must be willing to act immediately or it will bring forth horrible consequences with it. If you aren't able to circumvent these bad circumstances know that this is the end of a bad cycle. You can move forward with a clean slate. Even if it is going to hurt at first. 
This doesn't give you a free pass to lash out at anyone or you will make matters worse. Especially, if you are going to or have previously received negative feedback from someone or gotten written up in the work place. Be mindful with what you say and how you say it or you are going to regret it. It's perfectly fine to challenge negative feedback, call out those who throw you under the bus for something that isn't your fault (or isn't only your fault), debunk gossip, etc but what isn't acceptable is to retaliate at someone (or multiple people) who didn't warrant it. What you say can impact others both positively and negatively so make sure you don't escalate issues that don't need to be or you will regret later on. 
Focus on your priorities and what you want to pursue. What's really holding you back from doing what you want? Are you are able to overcome it on your own or do you require assistance? Pay attention to what habits are sabotaging you and what you can do to eliminate them from your life going forward. You may be taking a careless approach to something you don't want to do and it shows in your performance. Don't agree to anything you don't want to do or know you can't do without half-assing it or putting in such poor effort that you are wasting everybody's time, money and resources with you even being there in the first place. Know your purpose, know your worth and stop wasting yours and other people's time no pursuing it.
Don't worry about something that isn't going to happen. It will only cause you more stress and anxiety rather than help the situation going forward. A lot of problems might just be in your head and it is important to recognise this so that you can address actual issues that are causing havoc in your life. Don't go out of your way to create a issue that didn't exist outside of your head to now become a problem that needs addressing.
Messages and gestures of affection will be expressed this week. Whether that is among friends, lover or perhaps a new potential romantic partner. This could come in the form of many SMS messages being sent (or through a messenger app like FB Messager, WhatsApp, Telegram, etc or even through a dating app like Grindr, Tinder,  Hinge, etc). People love you and support is out there when you need it. You will also find that creative muse to get a fresh new start on something new. The best part is that you are freeing yourself from mindsets holding your back from achieving your dreams. Yes, life may seem challenging, intense and bleak at the moment but that doesn't mean you can't find your way out of it. Nor is it an excuse to not discover what life has to offer you.
Finally, we move on to the Earth Power Oracle:
Allow yourself to sit with your thoughts and feelings in silence as they flow through you. Practice self-love without compromise. Say what needs to be said and don't hold yourself back. Wear what makes you feel like your best self. Find your confidence and embrace it in spite of what society expects you to be. Make sure you also take care of yourself. Hydrate yourself, exercise, eat healthy foods, recognise your physical limitations and ask for help where you need it most. Invite new people in your space and make friends with them. Let your creative side run wide. There are two cards that you should in this spread: "My Favourite Place" and "My Backyard".  

Let's start with "My Favourite Place":
Where do you feel you can be your full self regardless of who is or isn't with you? What is it about that place that makes it special to you? What energies does it fill you with? How does it inspire you to take act on what matters most to you? What does it feel like to be there? Answer these questions and describe them in a journal.
Moving on to "My Backyard":
Do you actually have a physical backyard in your neighbourhood? Perhaps, you live in apartment complex where there isn't necessarily one. Where can you have a place to yourself within your living space? What does it look like? How does this place ground you? What makes it a safe space for you? How do you make it into a personal sanctuary? Consider these questions to journal about.
Find your flow and what allows you to incorporate what you need to take the next step further and open a new chapter in your life. Be willing to dive deep into a new venture without looking back. It will be so worth it. Life has its ups and downs but don't use the bad times as excuse to miss out on better opportunities that can open so many doors for you. Learn from your failures instead of dwelling on the would have, could have and should have. Focus on what you can do going forward instead of being nostalgic for the past (it really wasn't as better as you remember it) or trying to be too far into the future. It hasn't happened yet and your actions today matter more than what might happen later.
Tap into your personal power but putting together a guide for where you are at right now and where you want to your life to be at and then map out what you need to do to get there and what's currently creating obstacles on your path. Tackle these challenge and adjust your daily routine to fit in with where you want to go in life. Regardless of the influence of other people. Yes, their input could be valid and beneficial but don't solely rely on them. Who are you when noone else is around?
Find your support system and let them be your guiding light toward whatever you wish to pursue in life. Let them be your cheerleaders when you are faced with challenges and feeling discouraged. Use your tools to make the lasting changes in your life so you can live your life to fullest fearlessly.
Be like a magnet and attract what you want in your life and repel what doesn't need to be in your life. Be aware of what you are attracting into your life so you can adjust your habits accordingly. This will help circumnavigate unnecessary drama, hardship, or issues that just cause harm and chaos into your life. Know what you want, set clear, strong and healthy boundaries with other people (as well as yourself) and get rid of anything that simply that doesn't serve a meaningful purpose in your life anymore. Cleanse your space and bring forth fresh new energy.

 

söndag 22 juni 2025

22-29 June 2025 Tarot, Sibilla and Oracle Reading

Hello and welcome to another reading. For this week's reading I am using the Victorian Fairy Tarot by Lunaea Weatherstone and artwork by Gary A. Lippincott. Copyright 2013 Llewellyn Publishing All Rights Reserved. Note: This version is out of print but a new self-published version has been recently released here. The second deck I'm using is the Sibilla '800 by Luigi Scapini and Carla Collesei Billi Copyright Dal Negro All Rights Reserved. Finally, I am using a self-published deck I initally created in 2015 called "Fantasy Guidance Cards" which I then later renamed to "Fantasy Guidance Oracle". If you would like a copy for yourself. You can send me an email here. I will probably create a future version at a later date but I will make a post here if/when that happens. Without further ado, let's get started with the Victorian Fairy Tarot:
 You are trying to take on too much work at this time. It is time to delegate tasks on to other people or you will not be able to meet the expectations set out for you. Ask for assistance or even an extention to the due date because you simply won't be able to finish every task on your own. Prioritise the most important goal first then work from there. This will ease your work load or at least help you get the most critical objective out of the way in the mean time.
 You are given the opportunity to spend time with those who matter most to you. Life is meant to be enjoyed and isn't always about work. In fact, this is a call for you to maintain a work-life balance that best caters to you and your current circumstances. Make the most of any time off work you are able to get it. Even if it is just one day. If you don't get days off then make plans after your shift is over (assuming it's not too late to do so) to have fun. Even if you have limited time to do so. It will be worth it.
Instead of an issue being addressed. It's being covered up or pushed aside for the time being. You may not be able to address it at this moment in time due to other factors taking priority over it. Keep in mind that if it goes unaddressed for too long, it's going to make the issue much more than it needed to be. Don't put it off for too long and when you are able to do so, find a resolution to the problem as soon as you possibly can. Don't put it off any longer.
Deceit and manipulation that has been going on will be called out. Someone is going to get exposed for wrong doing. Is this person you? If so, what are you willing to do take accountability for your actions and make amends. If this is not you, what needs to be done on your end to ensure situations like this can be avoided in the future? There will be harsh consequences for these actions and the perpetrator will be punished accordingly. This could refer to getting a write up, being demoted, being fired, getting arrested, being banned from an establishment for a set time period or indefinitely and so on. This behaviour will not be tolerated anymore and harsh lessons will be learned from it.
A lack of impulse control will cause havoc and will sabotage any progress you've made to the point where you will need to start all over again from scratch. Don't attempt to do something that requires more planning on your end to ensure everything runs smoothly. This also applies to anybody collaborating with you. Make sure they aren't making reckless and irresponsible decisions on your behalf either. While it might be tempting to be sponetaneous, it will only ruin all that time, money, effort and resources you put into this. Unless you are dealing with an emergency situation where you must ask fast. Assess the situation first, read the fine-print, make a plan and then follow through with it to prevent any unnecessary pitfalls, make adjustments where you see fit and ultimately hold yourself accountable for work you've actually done so that when push comes to shove, you'll know what worked and what didn't.
Someone is abusing their authority and influence to weaponise their ultimate agenda on to others. They are creating an environment where they constantly need to win and do not care about who gets crushed along the way, including you. This is especially relevant in the workplace where people are power hungry for a promotion so they can assert their will on to others. Don't be this person. Understand that not everything needs to be a competition and that money isn't everything. Even if robber barrons ("billionaires"), corrupt political figures, CEOs, bosses etc would like you to think that it is. This could also refer to certain political figures who are surrounded by "yes" people who will abuse their money, influence and power to force others into compliance. Even if they can't ultimately do that, they will do everything they can to attempt it. So do everything in your power to defend yourself and others who need you.
You are have second thoughts about a commitment you made. The timing maybe off, your intuition is warning you of potential danger, or perhaps you aren't satisfied with how something has been going and you need to find an alternative that better suits you. It's not too late to pursue something else but make sure this other option has exactly what need before pursuing it or you will regret it. Don't let uncertainty be an excuse to not act.
There is opportunity to find a new romantic partner (if you're single and looking for it) or strengthen an already existing relationship to the next level (ex: moving in together, getting engaged, getting married/eloped, etc). If neither of these apply to you then consider what you can do to make your platonic relationships with friends stronger.
It's time to try something new and get out of your comfort zone. What have you been always wanting to do but never got around to doing? Now, it's time to start pursuing it. Get those bucket list dreams into motion. You never not if you don't give it go. Even if you fail at it, at least you can say you went after it and made a conscious effort to do it. Or even it is something you will only do once. Just get out there and do it.
Moving on to the Sibilla '800:
Reckless and irresponsible behaviour has caused you to fall for bad professional advice from someone who cannot be trusted (ex: a scammer) and that has caused serious obstacles and perhaps even potential legal trouble. So now you have put into the work necessary to get what you want but you must setbacks caused by secrets and deceit getting exposed. If you were being shady, you will now be held accountable for it. If not, then someone who has been withholding information from you will come clean and you will discover the truth of what actually went on instead of excuses being made. There will be a definite loss that will be need to be addressed but impulsive actions will lead to massive setbacks coming you way through receiving terrible news.
Lastly, let's see what advice the Fantasy Guidance Oracle has to offer us:
Life can have its ups and downs and when things seem pointless and that there is not point in hanging on; we must find that one aspect of our lives that is actually worth living for. Even the little things in life matter. Don't take what you have for granted. Do something that makes you happy. There's gossip being spread and information being intentionally withheld. You may be asked to keep quiet about something until it is ready to be released. Make sure you get all your facts in order before you spread any gossip or anything that is misinformation/disinformation or it will come back to bite you later.
Address what's holding you back from getting out of your comfort zone and pursing what you want to get out of life. Be honest about where you are currently at in life and what needs to change so that you can live the life you want. Change is on its way to you whether you like it not. So make sure you have a plan going forward by tying up any loose ends that could cause problems for you later on. It's time to let could of what you couldn't control and what could have, would have or should have happened. It's time to life in the here and now because you cannot change what has already happened. You can only move forward from here. Don't be so focused on the future that you forget to enjoy the present moment. Don't take for granted the little things in life that bring you joy. 
You can get what you want but you have to clear about it and do what is necessary to obtain it. Even if it starts off incredibly challenging at first. You will get the hang out of it and it will be yours.
As situations change for better or worse, you will be given the chance to travel to a new destination that will force you outside your comfort zone. This could refer to a business trip, a trip for leisure (that has either already being long planned out or sponetaneous), you workplace relocating its physical location or you moving house elsewhere. Whatever applies to you go into it with an open mind and let it motivate you expand your horizons. With that being said, be careful what information you share with others. Someone (or a group of people) may use this newly obtained information against you. Protect both your internet privacy and private in-person meetings as these can and will be weaponised against you. (Especially through doxxing and SWATting). Don't share something that could compromise you and your safety later on. This also applies to your own personal boundaries. Don't let people pry into your personal life if they have no business in doing so. If your colleague is not your friend outside of work then unless you are going to a work-specific event together, they do not get to know what you do in your personal time. It's not their business and you have the right to withhold information that others don't need to be made privy to. Don't overshare on social media or people will use that against you.

 

tisdag 17 juni 2025

17-24 June 2025 Vera Sibilla, Tarot and Oracle Reading

Hi everyone! Hope everyone is being safe and doing well during this month (especially with it being Pride Month in many places at the moment as well as the increase in protests and political turmoil throughout the world). For this week's reading I am using The Son Tarot by Christopher Butler Copyright 2012 Schiffer Publishing/Red Feather All Rights Reserved La Vera Sibilla Copyright Masenghini All Rights Reserved, and the Messages from the Mermaids by Karen Kay and artwork by Linda Olsen.
Let's start with the Son Tarot:

Creative energy is being unleashed at a rapid fire pace. Progress is happening and there are no obstacles standing in your way. There will be a lot of unexpected circumstances coming your way. Keep an open mind, be willing to embrace what comes your way and let things flow.
Don't base any decisions on luck or rely on it to save you from a unwanted circumstance. If you want things to turn out the way you want them to then you must be willing to put in the time and effort necessary to get it done. Otherwise, you have nobody to blame but yourself when things go awry this week. Make sure you are prepared in case of an unexpected emergency.
People are making situations out to be better than what they actually are. If this is you then you need to stop downplaying what's going on and get serious about rectifying the situation or it's only going to get worse. If circumstances are terrible at the moment then you need to acknowledge it and look for a way out of it. Especially, if others in your space are faking it to make you look bad or feel self-conscious about what you're dealing with. Cut through the bullshit and see the situation for what it is.
It's not helpful or productive to focus on a potential future outcome that hasn't happened yet. Sometimes, you will find that things turn out a lot better than you had anticipated. Focus on the here and now and what you can change at this very moment in time rather than worry about something that may or may not happen. If you know something terrible is coming then what are you going to do now to circumvent the fallout?
Bigotry, misinformation and disinformation are spreading everywhere online and in person. Are you guilty of contributing to it? Make sure you get all your facts in order before spreading a claim that could later turn to out to be false. You may have to persuade people to see your perspective if you want change to happen. Even then you may have to leave people behind who simply are stuck in their ways and have no intention on changing. This is also a reminder to you to being to shift, change and grow as person as you learn, re-learn and unlearn hateful and ignorant thoughts, behaviours and actions. Know you hard learn of what you are willing and not willing to accept whilst also being open to being challenged on your own bigotry. Deprogramming from a cult or high control religion does take time and an incredible amount of perservance to move toward a freeing, more loving and accepting lifestyle than one based on igorance and hatred. What do you need to unlearn to become a better person?
Say what needs to be said even if it makes people who aren't willing to hear it uncomfortable. Be honest with yourself and what you want rather than letting others manipulate and control you so they can be more comfortable with your presence. Call out hypocrisy from others who try to accuse you of the very thing they themselves are guilty of doing. This could refer to someone in your space holding space for you to express yourself openly, honestly and more freely than you normally could. They could also represent someone giving you their honest feedback on what you can do better in a certain aspect of your life and call you out for your own hypocrisy and shortcomings.
Be emotionally honest with yourself. What is and isn't working for you? What are you holding back to spare the feelings of others. It's okay to feel sad, grieve over a situation that ended poorly or the loss of someone important to you. What we're not going to do is emotionally manipulate people because we aren't willing to express these intense emotions in productive way. Don't suppress your emotions. You might also experience unrequited love if you're a single as someone doesn't feel the same feel you feel about them and vice-versa.
 Do what you enjoy doing and don't feel guilty about it. Life is way too short not to have fun and let loose. Yes, we all have obligations and responsibilities but at the end of the day, it's not worth it if you can't add a little fun here and there. If there is something you always wanted to do, this is your sign to just get out there and do it this week. Today if possible! So whether it's playing video games, writing poetry, going swimming, etc. Indulge in what makes you happy.
This is a warning to not waste your money or resources on anything that goes against what you want or need to get done this week. People aren't willing to or simply aren't able to provide you with assistance as they have to use what's available for themselves. Maybe someone is reaching out to you for money and/or resources and unfortunately, you won't be able to help them out as you will have your own obligations that will require these assets. As much as you (or others in your life) would like to give, sometimes it just isn't possible to do so. You can't help others if you can't help yourself.
Moving on to The Messages from the Mermaids:
What brings you joy will require patient and the ability to be flexible in what you do. You need to be able to trust in yourself and give yourself time to relax in order to make the most of what life has to offer you. Take care of yourself so that you can help those who need you whilst also giving yourself time to reflect on what you really want to get out of life and how you can be beneficial to others in your life. Sometimes, this requires you to take time for yourself without having distractions create any unnecessary challenges that don't need to happen.
Finally, let's see what the Vera Sibilla has to say about this week:

A person in a position of authority has caused a block interfering with your routine and make your current circumstances worse and worse. Something new involving a woman in your life (ex: sister, colleague, daughter, relative, etc) is taking a much longer than anticipate to get done. There will be a poor judgement call will happen at celebration or event of some sort that will impact travel. So be prepared to adjust your plans sightly.

 

måndag 9 juni 2025

Weekly Tarot, Oracle and Sibilla Reading 09-16 June 2025


Hello everyone! Welcome to another weekly reading. For this week's reading I am using the I Misteri Della Sibilla by Ettore Maiotti Copyright 1982 Dal Negro All Rights Reserved, Everyday Witch Tarot by Deborah Blake and Elisabeth Alba Copyright 2017 Llewellyn Publishing All Rights Reserved and Everyday Witch Oracle by Deborah Blake and Elisabeth Alba Copyright 2019 Llewellyn Publishing All Rights Reserved.

Let's start off with I Misteri Della Sibilla:

There were setbacks based on an agreement made with a troubled woman (or being worried about what's contained in said agreement). This could refer to an elderly being attack by a malicious woman who has convertly entered his space and is now using means of blackmail, slander, gossip, physical violence, etc to manipulate him into taking advantage of a friend's financial assistance in a time of need. This will cause rapidly changing situations causing arguments, disagreements, or even enabling bad behaviour  that will impact a man in your life (or you) to act impulsively (especially on carnal urges). If this is a romantic partner it could imply cheating or them only focusing on the sexual part of the relationship instead of it as a whole. Pay attention to the red flags and be extremely careful with what you invest your money into as it could cause major financial losses on your behalf. Whether it is falling or a scam or being manipulated into scamming others from an evil person.

Another possibility is that a void or loss of some kind has lead to serious struggles with money, a tragic event or someone to take out their revengeful plot on you (who snuck into your space masquerading as a friend) and that is what causing people to refuse to compromise and a man in your life (or you) to act on what will give them pleasure (ex: instant gratification) over what will actually make their life better. Don't be enabled by others and don't enable others' into doing things detrimental to their spiritual, physical, mental, emotional and financial well-being.
Moving on to the Everyday Witch Oracle:

Take a moment and step back from trying to control the outcome of what you want to accomplish. It is time to grow and evolve on its own at this point. Just because you are not seeing tangible results does not mean that progress isn't being made. Step back for moment and leave it be for the time being. Or better yet delegate a task that you know would be suited better for someone else who can get it done more easily and effectively than you can at the moment. Taking a break doesn't mean you're giving up on it but rather gives you the opportunity to find different approach that will be better work with you.

Do something this week that is going to nurture your soul and allow you to better connect to nature. Whether that is playing volleyball on the beach, hiking, skiing, going for a walk, gardening, cleaning up litter, planting trees, etc. Make time out of your busy schedule to spend time outside.

Change is the only constant in life. For better or worse change will come into your whether it has been a long time coming or comes completely out of left field. How you respond to change is ultimately determine where to go next. If something wasn't working out and the writing was on the wall for quite sometime, now is the time to address what went wrong and learn from it so you don't make the same mistake(s) again later. This is offers you a clean slate, a fresh new start to try something that you have always wanted  to do but didn't have the confidence to pursue it. Now is the time to not only go after it but immerse yourself in it by making the first move today.
If this was a much welcome change, you will see aspects of your life improving for the better and you will thrive in this new environment because you put the hard work and effort necessary to watch your goal(s) succeed. Even if it is just a milestone in a long journey. It's worth acknowledging and celebrating. This is also a call to action to switch up your daily routine as something has become stagnant and is no longer working for you.

Do something that bring you joy. Whether that is enjoying your favourite food, spending time with friends, going to the movies, making art, swimming, etc. If you haven't given yourself the chance to enjoy your hobbies then take time out of your busy schedule to pursue them. Life isn't always about work. Have fun every now and then!
Life can be so hectic and chaotic that we can forget about the everyday small pleasures in life that we take for granted. Don't forget to reflect on what you do have and how it positively impacts your life. Consider what has been beneficial to you and who has helped make your life better from what they were/are able to offer you. Showing gratitude every single day can help remind us that life is worth living in spite of the hardships we may face. If someone has helped you out recently, return the favour when someone else needs you. (Even if they are a complete stranger). Don't forget to thank others for their help even if they don't do the same in return. Be willing to assist others even if they are not able to offer the same back to you. 
What are you grateful for?
You can use this question as a prompt to remind yourself of what you are thankful for. Even if it is just a list of 5 things you are grateful for rather than a long drawn out journal entry.
It is time to start something new. Take the first steps of it today and make a conscience effort to stick with it. This will ensure that you get the desired outcome from it. Consistency is key. Make sure your plans are realistic so that each task can be done in a way where it actually possible to obtain. Don't be too vague with it or either won't happen at all or won't happen in the way you would have liked it to go.
There's a crucial life lesson you need to learn and that if you don't learn from the mistakes of your past, you will be bound to repeat them over and over again until you finally address and change this behaviour. 
Put more energy into what you want to bring into the world. Whether that is through a prayer, spellwork or simply putting to get a realistic plan of what you want and what you need to do to get there. If you want it bad enough, you will find a way to make it happen or discover something even better. Focus on what you want but be open to alternatives should the present themselves to you.
You cannot control everything that happens to you in your life. (No, your "negative thoughts" did not "manifest" this into being). Sometimes you just need to let things happen the way they were meant to without trying to interfere. Accept what happened has happened and there was nothing you could have done to change it. What you can do is learn from it and move toward a better future through your own actions. Don't let setbacks stop you. Let them give you the opportunity to guide you in the direction you want to be in.
Finally, let's hear what the Everyday Witch Tarot has to say:

An unreliable person's lack of confidence was addressed. Despite this disappointing setback, there is a likelihood for celebration among friends and family that will help transition you out of this awful situation to a potentially better one. With that being said, it will not come without many challenges and conflicts that will need to be navigated on your end so that way you can circumvent the end of this terrible situation from getting worse by someone who manipulates, victim-blames, and is ultimately hostile toward others. Acknowledge where you can improve and then implement these changes immediately. Now to focus on what you can do moving forward.

 

söndag 1 juni 2025

01-08 June 2025: Tarot, Oracle and Sibilla Reading

Starting off with the Sibilla della Zingara:

A poor judgement call will warrant the help of a female colleague at an event (ex: Pride festival/event, birthday party, holiday/vacation, graduation, wedding, etc) to help you resolve an issue that needs to be addressed. Right now great fortune, success and recognition are coming your way in spite of having to deal with shadiness among family members, unwelcoming environments, or structrual issues in your living place. There will be a loss (either physical or metaphorical) that will involve untrustworthy people in your life who will negatively impact your finances if you are not careful or find a resolution to a crucial problem.
Moving on to the Oracle of the Mermaids:
Pay attention to signs and omens being presented to you. Use your preferred divination tools to extract the information you to incorporate into this week. Trust your intuition and let it guide you away from a potentially detrimental situation and into a more favourable circumstance. Be aware of your surroundings and note people's body language versus what they are actually saying. There may be contradictions so if something doesn't feel quite right then let that be your cue to remove yourself frim that situation.
Something will either be given to you or you will be able to provide something to someone else. This exchange of energy will allow you to strengthen your relationships for the better. Find something you think a friend will love? Why not get it for them without expecting anything in return? Something may be gifted to you without there needing to be anything siginificant behind it other than they thought you would like it. Give what you can to help others and be open to receiving help from others who are more than willing to help you. This is also a reminder to live in the moment rather than constantly need to know what's going to happen next. Let life happen every now and then you will discover some fun surprises in doing so.
It is time to energetically and physically cleanse your space. Look at all of your belonging and declutter your space. What can you still keep? Versus what can be thrown away, given away, or sold (either online or in person). Now is a good time to rid yourself of stagnant energy that's holding you back and leaving a negative presence in your space.
Now is not to act on something major at the moment. Take time to reflect on what still needs to be done before making the preparations needed to effectively carry out this plan with ease. What are you still missing from this? You are not ready yet. Get everything necessary before you take next step. Unpreparedness will work against you. Don't rush into anything even if it feels tempting to do so.
Explore what your skills and talent are. Then pursue paths that allow you to improve your abilities. This will ultimately unlock opportunities for future promotions, relevant careers, an opportunities to show the world what you have to offer them.
    Don't alter yourself for the sake of fitting into a certain group, If they can't accept you for who you are then they were never actually going to be your friends. While having a sense of community is amazing. It's not worth it when it comes at the expense of your own well-being. Know your worth and don't be manipulated into doing something or becoming someone who is contrary to who you are at your core. Consider how you actions impact others or reflect on how other's actions impact you. Not everything we do is ethical or right. So do what you can to reduce harm in the world the best you can; knowing it's going to be a long journey and that you will make mistakes. So being open to learning, unlearning and relearning habits, beliefs and patterns in your life. Have an open mind and keep it open so you can continue to grow and thrive.
Read between the lines and look at the fine print before signing any deal or contract. There will be something there that made not be ideal for you later on if/when it gets implimented. Research the facts and make sure you have all the information you need before saying "yes" to anything or you will regret it later.
Don't let others to project their expectations on you or let them violate your boundaries as to why you are not willing to participate in something. You are free to do what you want with your life and pursue what matters most to you. If this doesn't resonate with others then they can find others who better align with them as opposed to forcing you to take part in something you don't consent to. Explore what makes you happy and makes you feel pleasure without feeling guilty or worry about being judged for it. As long as everyone is on the same page then there should be nothing to worry about.
Give yourself time to breathe. Take in the moment and absorb what is currently around you. Allow yourself to find a place that makes you feel safe to be yourself unfiltered through others.
Finally, let's see what the Gay Tarot has to say for this week:

Stress and anxiety over something that could have happened, didn't happen thankfully. What did happen though was reveal what has been withheld or kept in secrecy due to someone's misuse of tools and resources, abuse of power with the position they had or even a refusal to take accountability for their wrong doing. If you have been waiting for a decision to be made, rest assured that it has been made so you can look forward to what comes next. This is because a conflict has been resolved with amends being made where necessary. This will put an end to a situation has taken too long resolve. Now you can look forward to a new chapter of your life beginning. There will be more opportunities for time, money and resources to be shared. They are there for you to take. So make the most of them. Make sure you allow yourself time to rest and recover so that you don't feel like you're overwhelmed. Especially, when have to deal with overtly materialistic people who only care about luxury goods and money. Don't let them take advantage of you and don't overwork yourself. Delegate your tasks to others where you see fit. This will prevent you from needing to "save" everyone later on. If they won't do their part then it is not on you to do it for them. Take responsibility for your work and hold others accountable for theirs if you are collaborating with each other.